Well today Brian made me take a pregnancy test. Once thing that I have been dreading for almost a month now. Well guess what??
It's time for Brian and I to start changing our lives. We will be having a baby soon and its time to schedule a doctors appointment.
I can't even express the emotions that I had the minute I took that test. The first thing I did was cry and call Nikkol while sitting in the McDonalds bathroom in Midvale Utah, and all I did was cry my eyes out trying to think of what to do next. I've always wanted a baby ever since my first marriage; but after meeting Brian, I felt that there could be more with him. There could and has been a relationship for almost a year now. I knew he didn't want a baby especially anytime soon. SO not only was I afraid of him leaving, or afraid of how he would take the news. Nikkol was excited and it made me a little happier while I stood there holding the test with 2 pink lines in my hand. Realizing at that moment...everything was going to change.
I was on my way to being a mom.
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